Daydreaming, Noondreaming, Nightdreaming

I'm going to try to post more often because I'm really in the mood for preserving some of my thoughts outside of my interal sphere. So I might work a bit on lowering my standards for an interesting post and just bring in some of my daily shower thoughts.

Its a normal weekday. The body wakes up, does work, eats food, and goes to sleep. The routine sucks. Life isn't fun, work isn't fun, fun isn't fun. The only place that is fun is the mind. You may call it weird, but I think that the dream world is superior to the real one. Although I will preface that but saying that I've had an exceptionally abnormal life. Abnormal is the boring sense, not abnormal in the abnormal sense. I have to deal with a weird mental state that unfortunately I and apparently very few therapists are equipt to deal with.

The annoying part is that I otherwise live a pretty good life (I think?), maybe I might need more perspective on it. I moved with my family during COVID and became a bit isolated from the general public.

My body always feels so disconnected differently from the usual gender stuff. Kinda like I'm controlling my body in an active way.